Mat Vegan

A1 (Unconscious life)

matvegan — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 02:39:56 +0000

She woke up. She blinked her eyes. She saw a spider walking on the ceiling.
She stood up. The sun shone through the cracks of the curtain.
She took the belt from the curtain and pulled gently until she could watch the green field that ran the whole horizon. She landed on the window and the daylight invited her to dream a new day …

I’m just what I live now

matvegan — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 18:05:54 +0000

And think softly how your thoughts are…
and I think softly how your imaginations are…
but now I don’t think … I no longer think …

and feel softly how your hands are…
and I feel softly how your legs are…
but now I don’t feel … I no longer feel …

and look softly how your eyes are…
and look softly how your body is…
but now I don’t look … I no longer look …

and kiss softly how your lips are…
and kiss softly how your lips are…
but now I don’t kiss … I no longer kiss …

and live softly how your life is…
and live softly how your reality is…
but now I don’t live … I no longer live …

and today I don’t look back …
I don’t know what I was …
I’m just what I think now …
I’m just what I feel now …
I’m just what I look now …
I’m just what I kiss now …
I’m just what I live now …

I am

matvegan — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:05:23 +0000

I am the sun…
I am the moon..
I am the river behind the blur…

I am the sword…
crossed in the nigth…
I am eagle…
flying in the sky…

I am the star…
shines in the sea…
I am the flower…
growing in the beach…

I am the lord…
king of the heart…
I am the woman…
queen of the head…

I am the dog…
bark in the shadows…
I am the cat…
steals the barrows…

I am the earth…
I am all…
I am the universe…
I am all…
I am you…
You are me…
I am all…

Happiness

matvegan — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 01:28:55 +0000

There is a common desire, want to be happy …
To me, this desire is attachment…
Everyone thinks that being approved by others, succeed, be praised, be valued, are happiness, but for me this are the drugs with the society drug us, so when people can not have them, suffer.
When one enters into reality, the day that no longer refuses to see things as they are beginning to see …
One day I began to see, though I lack a lot and I began to see and feel reality as it is …
I think things are what they are. They are not one, not mine, nor yours or others …
This is the worst invention of man and society …
I think that we should not cling to anything or anyone, not even a mother or father because the attachment is fear, and fear is an obstacle to love …
When one does something because it feels like it and applies all his love …
When you do receive something in return, becomes insane, is more concerned with the prize for what he does …
And that need, that ambition, he takes away their power and happiness …
Happiness is in us is our natural state, so when you do things to get something in return, wants what is not and suffers for not having …
Most believe that achieves happiness with getting the object of his attachment, and do not realize that happiness is in ourselves, that addictions are the cause of their loss, happiness passes for oneself, without being under the influence any thing or person …
Find desires do not bring happiness …
You have to let life be life …
You have to question everything to get to see one reality and what one is …
Try to see yourself, take care of one, and be self sufficient and not to others, gives results for yourself …
The difficulties have them yourself, do not provoke others, provokes self … Is how one reacts to others …
The head of the anger is yourself, because for more than the other causing a conflict, our fears caused by attachment we feel, is what makes us suffer …
Think what the other thinks of us is fear, and fear does not let love come …
To understand is to forgive others, and indeed when we begin to answer this, we realize that forgiveness does not exist, there is nothing to forgive, one saw and let be …
The most beautiful I feel about life, my freedom and my role in it, is when I leave other people alone and let them be and let them love and let them grow without lodging, without interfering or mold into my life …
The experiences, mistakes and sufferings especially the most painful, leading to one of these two alternatives, or we sink because we do not see reality as it is or leave afloat flow letting our happiness, as I said in a Hindu book I once read: “water is purified as it flows, the man to grow, progress .”…
“We are illiterate in the expression of feelings” …
But I realize that love, one always ends up living in the world of love, and in fact no longer exist following the blind …
And those who remain in the reality of one is because they react to what is one …
Selfishness is to require the other to do what you want, and that causes addictions, fears, frustration, hatred, violence …
The let everyone do what they want is love …
In love there can be requirements or blackmail …
Love has to be disinterested, it is the only one who can give the name of love … Love means to see clearly as the other …
Love is not desire, passion or obsession is not …
Passion and obsession is the opposite of love …
Everyone has to look for himself, because if we find ourselves, we can not leave to others …
We should not compare ourselves with others, creates a reality that makes us goals, and goals (to have what the other has or can do what the other does or obtain certain things) creates a goal, a prize and lose the happiness …
I think it’s difficult for you to understand me, but I get to be happy …

Natural Mystic

matvegan — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:25:38 +0000

I listen the trumpet…
the wind send me a signal…
nobody want to hear me…
I hear carefully…
my hands touch the Earth…
I feeling the movement…
my heart moves fast…
the rain purified my soul…
Now I hear…
I need a moment to breathe some air…
the sun shines in my eyes…
Listen…
Listen…
Listen…
the natural mystic…
is going to the air…
Feel…
Feel…
Feel…
the natural mystic…
is in your heart…
Close your eyes and find me here…
Breathe…
Breathe…
Breathe…
the natural mystic…
is in the air…